Realization: Inner Strength

Today, after doing Gongyo, I talked to my invisible Gohonzon, apologizing for feeling sad about losing my dad and everything that's happened last year. Then, I realized that the reason why all these things happened to me is because the Mystic Law felt that I was strong enough to handle all of this. Otherwise, none of this would be happening or I would have fallen to pieces years ago. Does this sound strange?